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December 15th, 2018, 12:21 am, S.E. Alaska - Now we are finally experiencing a temperature drop in the evenings. We are in Mid-December and the weather currently reads 25 degrees F. The night is as still and silent as the evergreens in the center of our frozen forests. The movement of the natural world seems to be stagnant and isolated... there is a certain spiritual energy in the sweepings of the ice-cold currents along the ridged mountain-tops, the drifts sway through the trees and dance eerily, moving down and reaching forth through the forest, as a spirit, the wind seems to sail over the treetops of what greenery is left, until it speaks in all of its silence at the distant metaphysical gates of our city. I close my eyes, and meditate on the full image and capture the entire atmosphere in my mind; bronze and amber tones appear before my eyes, pertaining to the season. As I had mentioned previously, everyday is different, and some days are ordinarily plain... some have a specific character to them. Much of the time there is nothing notable - Tonight the entire island seems to hold something of an energy which is commonly experienced upon the reading of biblical scripture. It reminds me of Bethlehem and the Spirits before god’s throne. One ancient immortal, an Aset Ka vampire, accross town, which used to visit or manifest, in various areas of the town and at random times, made themselves known, momentarily.

Now 12:46 am: Weather - 21 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, Humidity 94%, Wind 3 mph, Clear, Hi/Lo - 37/21

Atmosphere - quiet, silent,



3:00 am: Weather - 23 degrees F, precipitation 0%, Humidity 90%, Wind 4 mph, clear, hi/lo - 38/23

Atmosphere - the air is drifting more, and despite the “23” in the reading it seems colder out...

A beautiful evening. The edges around the molecules are defined and the jagged lines across the surfaces of the air have a sparkling glint to them. The light from the sky seems to shine forth in it’s reflection below. The elemental energies which move through the world awaken the surface of my skin as I absorb the life force. Something about the depth of the cold and the multiple energetics which are present at full force, nearly knock me back... I can perceive beyond the general area of the cottage and on into the forest, in a thought, the world around me is measured... and it’s powerful beauty, is present.

5:53 pm: Weather - 25 degrees F, precipitation 0%, Humidity 95%, Wind 4 mph, clear, hi/lo - 29/21

Atmosphere - cold, quiet, distilled, stagnant, yet, beautiful, and approaching a crystalline version of the environment

Calm, silent atmosphere, 28 degrees F, precipitation 19%, Humidity 93%, Wind 5 mph, clear, hi/lo - 32/21
Moonphase: 40.2%
Moonrise: 1:30 pm
Moonset: 12:00 am
The red planet, mars, looks like a bright star above the moon at the falling of the night over the region. It will stand further to the right of the moon tomorrow evening...

We are a few days from Mid-December. From inside the house, one can tell it is cold - to the core of the atmosphere. (38 degrees F currently)The sheet of air touches the edge of the house and the drift seems to slip through the cracks, nearly settling on the surface of my forearms. The thought of venturing out in the elements during the heart of winter, at this point, is something I will decide against. From now until February it is too cold to hike, camp, and too icy to bike... it’s the time for extra blankets, turned up heat(or fireplace), planning and organizing for summer projects. I got attacked for writing my article... some of the content was upsetting and so I chose to discard it.

The wind and storm is rather intense and has been for days... aside from that I’m doing well. I got a good start on the article I hoped to have done by December 25th, that takes up some time and distracts the mind. Writing, research and documentation are three things I enjoy doing. I am very thankful others participate in the archival of vampiric history as I would have no resources myself. My first paragraph is finished, with sources cited, and listed on the source page. I’ve been wanting to write it for a long time... probably since I was about 14 years old... I didn’t quite have an eye at that time for certain points to make and the layout of the article. Gathering the sources and focusing while I was so busy was chaotic and I continually lost the article and/or source information... Things are looking up, though... I’ve learned a lot about my condition and have a better take on article writing and the points in research. The only journaling for today is just basic notable storming in weather, and, it’s colder out despite the repetitive temperatures. 45 in the winter feels more like 20 on some nights... I don’t know how accurate the actuall temperature is on the website. I’m turning my phone off for work and some time off. I will be back later in the year with more artistic entries, and more.

Sorry if I confused anyone...

Terrible wind outside (around 8 pm and on, although it’s been off and on until a few minutes ago)

The air has a blur + storm energy to it, slightly warm, dry and humid... yet a cold seasonal drift is present also.

8:00 pm: Weather - 48 degrees F, Precipitation 51%, Humidity 61%, Wind 19 mph, mostly cloudy, hi/lo - 48/42



A blackout sometime between 8 and 9:30 pm (much activity, noises, voices, metal hitting metal, etc., whispers, spirits, presences, the wind was still rather crazy... storm season is like this, especially in our generation with recessions and other related incidents, many cases of trauma worldwide, weather patterns due to pollution and other similar things... very strange occurances... I would imagine some were afraid and might not have said anything or called the cops about strange activity - it happens sometimes with the social isolation, the fear of communicating ... I usually make my reports, and I will be making them as soon as I can - but I experienced so many blocks in the system, I will have to find some official addresses to report to... and I have so many things to do right now. I say that to clarify to those who know me IRL and online, just in case they are reading this.)

9:27 pm (lights came back on): Weather - 47 degrees F, Precipitation 79%, Humidity 62%, Wind 14 mph, Rain, hi/lo - 47/42

It was 42 degrees yesterday (December 7th, 2018) then warmer that evening... the air had a dry, barren, traumatic feel to it...

Not a lot to say tonight... it’s been a very difficult time for the past 3-4 years... I don’t record all of my honest thoughts in this journal, it’s more of an edited and artistic version, as that is what calms me when I read what I’ve written. Warm thoughts 💋💋.





11:00 pm: Weather - 47 degrees F, Precipitation 88%, Humidity 65%, Wind 10 mph, Cloudy, hi/lo - 47/42

Atmosphere: rather quiet, some wind off and on,




Midnight: Weather - 49 degrees F, precipitation 86%, Humidity 55%, Wind 16 mph, Cloudy, hi/lo - 39/47

Atmosphere - a lot of pressure... basically




2:00 am: Weather - 49 degrees F, 79% Precipitation, 55% Humidity, Wind 16 mph, Cloudy, hi/lo - 49-37

Atmosphere - same basic storms... storms seem to diminish and then start up again through the night.

10:58 pm: Weather - 24 degrees F, precipitation 0%, Humidity 93%, Wind 0 mph, Clear Skies, hi/lo - 31/25

Atmosphere - weighty, kind of dark, but basically
One sighting - bad feeling, mostly silence, one loud car outside previously

It’s light out by 7:33 am... I’ll be setting the alarm daily to get the exact minute, but for December 6th, 2018, it has been narrowed down to between 7:00 and 7:30 am... that is when it registers as daylight to me... one website lists 8:10 am as the time which the sun rises... When stepping outside this morning, it felt warmer than I expected... the cold air, I could perceive less of... In the winter - I wouldn’t say the slight differentiation in temperature is irregular... (I simply note it for accurate reference).

7:48 am: Weather - 27 degrees F, 0% Precipitation, 0 mph, mostly cloudy, hi/lo - 33/27

Atmosphere - very quiet and still, as if sleeping in

We are still in the waning crescent phase...
(no other extra notes)

I’m thinking about writing erotic literature ...

I made chocolate chip cookies earlier, it’s been six years of this new system I’m in, with it’s changing laws and clashing desires of those who are in it (the clashing ideas are in every system really, they’ve just been more noticeable, from my perspective, in this one ...) I’ve been pondering all the different systems ... which way to go, and such... how difficult they are to work in, where each one eventually leads... some systems do not get along with one another, and other times normalcy is not there... I’m at 34 hours of research and note-taking for my article, and visited some pages of a few studies conducted regarding the real vampire community ... I’ve just now started looking through that research ... I’ll just have to take some time off of the internet and away from the city in general, probably around Christmas... so I can meditate and return with a clear mind...

12:00 pm: Weather - 29 degrees F, 0% precipitation, 99% Humidity, Wind 3 mph, partly cloudy, hi/lo - 31/27

Atmosphere - warm, bright, and sunny for a winter day

Extra Notes: It feels warmer out than the average winter day.

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DarkestTemptation
23:11 Dec 05 2018

I love to have some cookies please my favorite. I wish and hope the very best to you for this Christmas and hope you enjoy yourself.

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Observations in Darkness, December 4th, 2018, starting at 7:00 pm, S.E. Alaska

7:00 pm: Weather - 32 degrees F, 0% Precipitation, 99% Humidity, Wind 0 mph, hi/lo - 34/28, partly cloudy

Atmosphere - calm, quiet, isolated, completely still

Moonrise: 5:37 am
Moonset: 3:37 pm
Moonphase: Waning Crescent 8% (each website says something different ... I’ll be observing the moon when I get the next chance and compare to websites... it’s been almost constantly overcast though, so I’ll have to start estimates and comparisons during the next clear sky)



8:00 pm: Weather - 31 degrees F, precipitation 0%, Wind 0 mph, hi/lo - 34/28, partly cloudy

Atmosphere - quiet, faster molecular movement approximately 100 ft above ground level



9:00 pm: Weather - 31 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, Humidity 97%, Wind 0 mph, hi/lo - 34/28, partly cloudy

Atmosphere - quiet, suspended, the movement of the atmosphere feels frozen... (very difficult to describe), still, “warm” even, as result to this “frozen” quality ...



10:00 pm: Weather - 30 degrees F, Precipitation 0 %, Humidity 100%, Wind 0 mph, partly cloudy, hi/lo - 34/28

Atmosphere - now there is a movement in the forces around me, a heavy magnetic swaying, upward from the earth, like waves, similar to the previously frozen state of the environment... yet different, which... beyond this, I sense ... a fractal shuttering of a vampire ... Now, upon looking out - the sky is a pitch black, with no light, or obvious patterns... no spaces in the clouds, I can see no moon or stars ... very basic and simple, consistent weather patterns... thus far, in my observations, there has been no conclusions drawn, whatever unique happenings are sporadic, random... only some basic energetics which might be due to planets have surfaced in regards to “patterns”... (so, I’m keeping these observations short... with only what details stand out ...)



11:21 pm: Weather - 29 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, Humidity 100%, Wind 3 mph, partly cloudy, hi/lo - 34/28

Atmosphere - quiet, yet spiraling movements, somewhere in the existence... again, not so simple to describe



11:00 pm - 12:00 am (the forecast, checked at 12 am, says 11 pm) Weather - 29 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, Humidity 100%, Wind 4 mph, partly cloudy, hi/low - 34/28

Atmosphere - very silent, still, basically nothing happening, a few random voices outside, I can’t quite make out the words or noises... (approx. 4 times tonight)



12:00 - 1:00 am Weather - 29 degrees F, precipitation 0%, Humidity 96%, Wind 0 mph, clear with periodic clouds, hi/low - 32/28

Atmosphere - quiet, still, only basic fluctuation in the drifting physical reality, very slight, a bit colder, a bit if pull in magnetism, just a bit more than usual



1:00 am - 2:00 am: Weather - 28 degrees F, precipitation 0%, Humidity 100%, Wind 3 mph, Mostly Cloudy, hi/lo - 32/28

Atmosphere - quiet, silent, still



2:00 am - 3:00 am: Weather - 28 degrees F, precipitation 0 %, Humidity 94%, Wind 0 mph, partly cloudy, hi/lo - 32/28

Atmosphere - quiet

Weather Observations - (daylight hours)

My attempt, with observations, is to give the basic details of numbers and forecasts, along with dates, and whatever notable details or trends there are... (moon phases and settings/risings - will likely be written in journals, but possibly, not every day... for now, I’m just recording the basic influx of yearly constellations through Alaska - combined with planetary movements - and trying to catch a pattern in the temperatures, year-round, and get something of a firm grasp on the moonphases - in correspondence with the rest of the natural world... every now and then something interesting happens such as the recent contrast of light and darker tones, or some noticed magnetism, within some planetary movement which took place in November ... ) in order to describe the atmosphere, I add artistic descriptions - as that is my best method ... and generally, being the sort of vampire I am, the energies of both the metaphysical and other than that... it’s been about 6-8 years that I’ve been an avid researcher of celestial bodies and weather patterns of Alaska... now that there is a trail of my work everywhere, referencing yearly, to any given date of the past (example: comparing October 2018 to October 2016), May provide insight to how identical or non-identical the same date in the past is...




10:00 am: Weather - 30 degrees F, Humidity 93%, Wind 0 mph, hi/lo - 33/28, overcast

Atmosphere - the overcast sky is lit up with the sun’s nearby pale-gold bay-themed glow, the sunlight doesn’t quite pierce the cloud cover, but seems to light up the environment with a dim warmth. Frost is on the ground, the air is humid, yet the edges of the air are just barely sharp with their winter temperature. The season of winter and all of the positive aspects that it holds is thoroughly set in the atmosphere... memories of past years flow through my mind as I take the surroundings in... during my second step outside... there is a lot of activity I sense... the particles of the air seem to move, with the same spirit as the nearby town’s activity.




11:00 am: Weather - 32 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, Humidity 93%, Wind 0 mph, hi/lo - 33/28, overcast skies - partly cloudy...

Atmosphere - quiet, silent, dark... even dimming to “solemn”...



12:00 pm: Weather - 33 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, Humidity 92%, Wind 1 mph, hi/lo - 33/28, overcast

Atmosphere - darker, dim... a vampire settles over the neighborhood, seeming to press down from the sky above, a weight, like the cross... or a thousand souls... suddenly, the elements seem to be damp, each molecule packed with more moisture, and even darker tones to the nature of the air moving forth through everything.




1:00 pm: Weather - 32 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, Humidity 99%, Wind 0 mph, hi/lo - 33/28, cloudy

Atmosphere - basic tones




2:00 pm: Weather - 33 degrees F, Precipitation 0%, 100% Humidity, Wind 0 mph, hi/lo - 34/28, overcast, cloudy, grey...

Atmosphere - same basic tones, the immortal in sleep

Extra Notes: I noticed the change in light in the sky around 2:15 pm, by 2:20 it is noticeably darker out.




3:00 pm: Weather - 32 degrees F, 0% precipitation, 92% Humidity, Wind 2 mph, hi/lo - 34/28, overcast skies

Atmosphere - silent, calm, warm
(Daylight turns to Darkness: it appears to be 4:40 pm... but still the exact moment of darkness is that difficult to distinguish... still trying to catch these exact moments. By 5:56 pm I look out... and I see that the electric light to the clouds is gone, (the sky, now turned to night.)

Crisp air.
Approximately 2:50 am: Weather - 28 degrees F, 0% Precipitation, Humidity 99%, Wind 1 mph, hi/lo - 32/28, partly cloudy...




Moonphase: waning crescent, it was around 10 percent earlier in the day, now 8.3%
Moonrise: 5:37 am
Moonset: 3:38 pm


I was looking in the mirror, when I caught myself shift... almost too fast for me to catch it...
it’s rare that I do such things ... every now and then, I surprise myself... as if to say “... you are not as weak or simple as you perceive, and that is between you and I.”

A car pulled up to my house, then left. Another car drove by... then pulled into the driveway of the residency of two individuals (neighbors) ... what is notable about the activity is ... the place they pulled up to, and the fact that I rarely have visitors except for those strange beings who arrive by foo (and one of those visitations took place around 6 pm, earlier this night...).

Before falling into sleep, a few last times did I opened my eyes... to catch a shadow moving by the house, going approximately 60 mph... I will not describe the details ...

Throughout the night, I drifted in and out of sleep, my detached mind spoke thoughts to me... about how empty I am, thirsty... unfed... about how they will never let me meet health, or become a whole, clean, healed vampire... because they are afraid of what that brings... in and out of sleep, as my mind kept hitting a wall in the mental “abilities” department (for lack of a better description), a dark smile found itself accross my face ... sadly, I’ve always found some manipulative form of satisfaction in the presence of their failures ... why lie about it... ? Their choices are polluting... choices that cost thousands of lives... and billions of other things I do not have time to list, despite how very precious each and every one of those things is...
I awoke later, at 2 am... The dry crisp air, sterile... the scent, clean, as the sanctioned space of a doctor’s office, that, being a smell I can only detect in one other place... and that is the scent on another vampire, after consuming pints of fresh blood, from a living donor... I perceive the vampire pacing the street, not far in the distance... communicating, telepathically, in solemn meditation about the truth... guilty as ever.

I ignore them...

A shadow moves through the house.

“Kiss me.” The Vampire whispers...

4:28 pm - (the daylight has converted to darkness, not completely, but it would be perceived complete darkness... ) At 3:00 pm it was “getting dark out...” by 4:58pm, upon looking out, the sky is approaching “nearly black”, moments later though it appears to lighten and continually lighten... I think that is the street light’s reflection though. I would set the moment in which daylight becomes “night” in Alaska - at 5pm. Still, I can’t help but notice how it looks as if it is lit up... a bright electric blue, somehow.